October 22, 2011

Exam..Haven't gone yet...

Last week have exams...Today is the 2nd day of holiday...But its not the time for play...However its a time to study..stupid school, whr got ppl be4 & after holiday still got exam geh!!?? Bei lei gek sei larh!!!!

October 07, 2011

Kena Scold... (Haiz~~)

Today my mum call me to help her switch off the switch of the watching machine and take out the fish because she wanna to cook the fish....But i forget dy.. =P
Because...... i watching my idol~~>2 pm's videos...Than when my mum come back n kena "diao" lo....Haiz~~ (Sweat.. =.='')

October 06, 2011

Love Story

 I was in love, truly, deeply in love….with my ex-boyfriend over six months ago…We broke up as it usually happens when you are 18. It was an ugly ending I still loved him... (Maybe it was ugly...)Could not have stayed in Hungary any longer, needed a change.
I quit my job and said goodbye to my family, came to Ireland to start my life all over again. I missed him, I missed him a lot but I have always been a strong women so I knew I cannot give up. I settled down in the heart of Dublin, got an okay job, got friends. Had my life just like before him...Never thought I would fall in love with somebody again (at least not any soon)… Once I was spending time on my Facebook. I saw this advertisement about that website called ‘Love struck’, I just said to myself why wouldn’t I try it out??? I registered...never did anything like that before as I never believed in the way like that to find your true love. Of course the website like that started to ask me lots of question, I had to set up a proper profile and I just got so fed up and left in the middle of it.
Few days later I received an email from ‘Love struck’ which said that I should definitely go back and complete my profile as I might lose the chance to meet somebody and that my biological clock is clicking. I was so pissed, my biological clock???? I was 21…so I just went back and finish up my site. Never cared about it after that. I really don’t know how long I didn’t check my page there, I started to go out with the guy (which was the biggest disappointment in my life)…
Once I just thought what not I’ll go and have a look…Found a few guys, left a few message to them. Also found a guy who had written on his profile that he is looking for a beautiful, smart, funny, intelligent but serious girl (which was certainly everything), I remember thinking he must be a funny guy, reading his profile a bit further he just said “if you like what you read send me one email or two or three”…that was a sentence made me write him a message. Although that time I hadn’t had any profile picture and good English he answered me back…I didn’t know what was going on in his mind but we started to talk. We used to change emails two-three times a day, it was like we have been together years and now we are just spending some time apart. We talked about everything, we knew each other more then anybody else. The time went on and we decided it to meet up. Didn’t work. I really don’t know how people do this but after two months talking when I met him I couldn’t introduce myself or anything like that. It was weird and awkward. We didn’t kiss and then I left. On the way home I thought this has been an awful date we will never see each other again. I was disappointed but I didn’t regret any moment we spent by emailing each other. When I got home I had an email waiting for me. An explanation about why he acted so weird and what he really feels about me. We agreed about an other date, next day beside the see. I had not too much hope to be honest that anything can go better, but it did. We had a wonderful time together. We didn’t kiss but it was still the best day.
Days were passed, we had dated for a while until I got extremely drunk and started to send him text messages about what and how I want to do with him. Next day I was terrified that I lost him but no I didn’t. It just made him realize how much he wants the same thing and how much he wants me to be his girlfriend. I spent the night with him, that was the first night we spent together….
A few months later he went to America, it was a business trip. Not too long but enough to makes us finally realize we are in love. When he came home it was the first time we said, we love each other…
It has all been over a year. We are living together now and have an adorable little dog as well. We have arguments of course, and fights several times but I know that I can’t be happier than that.
My life has been totally changed. I left my country, my family, my friends but I found my new home, my new family…
Since I know he is my better half, I cannot imagine my life without him the only thing I can’t wait for is to be his wife and make him happier then ever.
Thank you ‘Love Struck”


October 05, 2011

Heartbeat!!!

can you feel my heartbeat

the heart that you stepped all over and left
is still beating. and it’s beating for you

no matter how hard i try to forget
no matter how many new people i meet
why do i keep thinking of only you when i turn around
i don’t want to do this anymore. i want to stop.
no matter how many times i try and try to stop myself
it’s no use. my heart is broken. why

why do i keep doing such foolish things
i know in my head, but why is my heart rebelling
i’m holding on to you and can’t let go.
it still feels like you’re next to me.
i can’t believe in farewell

no matter who i meet, i can’t open up one part of my heart and i keep your place empty
there’s no reason for you come back, but why do i keep thinking that you might come back
why isn’t my heart listening

listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
don’t i know that it’s over. i don’t understand why i’m like this
listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

i have to forget. i have to forget in order to live
i have to erase it. if i don’t, i’ll die
stop trying to get her back. she ain’t coming
she’s gone, gotta be moving on
she left. she won’t come back. she doesn’t think of you.

she doesn’t know that i’m waiting for her, she’s doing well
she already forgot about me, totally erased me.
why can’t i do the same

listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you

my heart doesn't know it's over. i can't understand why
listen to my heartbeat. it’s beating for you
listen to my heartbeat. it’s waiting for you
it still hurts thinking of you. i think of you every time my heart beats

my heart is beating faster and faster (x4) ~~~~~~

我会回来的。。(I'll be back)


I’ll be back
你还会再找我的,
到时候我会再回来
因为没有谁比我更爱你了
忽然这样怎么办,


你让我我该怎么办,你到底
怎么会这样,
我一直相信你说过的你会永远爱我的话
我们不是已经约好了吗,永远不变,
我们是天生的一对
天生的一对,你不是这样说的吗
I’ll be back
你还会再找我的,
到时候我会再回来
因为没有谁比我更爱你了
You’ll be back
相信你会再回来的,
所以让你走
我知道,你没有我没法活,
I’ll be back.
你觉得我们不会分手,
应该是错觉了
这只是谁都会经受的一次考验,打起精神
你再想想,不管我说什么,你已经
听不进去了,只传回回音。
I’ll be back


你还会再找我的,
到时候我会再回来
因为没有谁比我更爱你了
You’ll be back
相信你会再回来的,
所以让你走
我知道,你没有我没法活,
Listen baby girl
好,我转身,帅帅地,像个男人似地放手
不再烦你,悄悄地在背后
默默地站着望着你,远远地,不会让你察觉
相隔很远,让你完全忘记我的存在 UH~
But you better know that I’m not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It’ll be the same in my world I’m your boy You’re my Girl.
虽然短暂地送走你,但我知道你会再回来的
所以不要担心,在你倒下时 I’ll be back.
I’ll be back
你还会再找我的,
到时候我会再回来
因为没有谁比我更爱你了
You’ll be back
相信你会再回来的,
所以让你走
我知道,你没有我没法活,
I’ll be back.

I’ll Be Back

I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do


What do I do if you’re like this all of a sudden, what the hell am I supposed to do
How can you be like this, I believed you when you said you would love me forever
You promised me, we would never change, we were definitely meant to be
We were definitely meant for each other. That’s what you said


I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do
You’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me, that’s why I’m letting you go
I know it, you can’t live without me,

 I’ll be back


You think we can’t say goodbye, you must be confused
This is something that everyone goes through once, get your head straight
Think again, no matter what I say, you already
Don’t listen to my words, it comes back as an echo



I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do

You’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me, that’s why I’m letting you go
I know it, you can’t live without me,






Listen baby girl
Fine, I will turn away for you, I will coolly let you go like a man
And I won’t bother you, silently from behind you
I will stand silent as the grave, looking at you from afar without you knowing
From very far away, so that you will completely forget my existence UH–



But you better know that I'm not giving you away
Will I ever stop waiting no way
It'll be the same in my world I'm your girl You're my boy
I let you go for a moment I know you’ll be back
So don’t worry When you fall down I’ll be back




I’ll be back, you’re going to look for me again. I’ll come back then
Because there is no one who can love you as much as I do

You’ll be back, you’re going to come back to me, that’s why I’m letting you go
I know it, you can’t live without me,


I’ll be back

Hands Up!!!!!!!!!(双手向上)




伴随着四周响起的音乐
Everyone put your hands up
and get your drinks up
与整个世界一起疯狂
Everyone put your hands up
and get your drinks up
Now put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put






抬高音量
放大音响
大家一起来疯狂
放松精神
放松精神
放松精神
舞动整个身体
什么都不要想
今天一起玩通宵
同意我的人万岁
今天要疯狂到底
哒哒! 哒哒!
You know what I’m sayin’
这是用耳朵享受的
疲劳恢复营养剂
点燃派对气氛的引爆剂
与夜晚晃动的灯光相映,对吧
伴随着四周响起的音乐



Everyone put your hands up
and get your drinks up
与整个世界一起疯狂
Everyone put your hands up
and get your drinks up
Now put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
Here we go here we go
继续一起奔跑
这才十二点
还早 离天亮还早着
离天亮还早
离天亮还早
所以再喝一杯重
新开始
天亮之前
音乐绝对不要停下
今晚就拜托DJ了
“相信哥哥吧,OK?”
Yes Sir
我先进去了
不会让它停下的
大家一起举杯
one shot 一起干杯
伴随着四周响起的音乐
Everyone put your hands up
and get your drinks up
与整个世界一起疯狂
Everyone put your hands up
and get your drinks up
Now put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put






Don’t stop
今天
晚上所有想法
抛到脑后
一起来享受吧
Now put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up
put your hands up
put, put, put, put, put
put your hands up

Hands Up!!!!!!!!!




Turn on some blaring music
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Go crazy with the whole world
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Now, put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put





Raise the volume until the speakers burst 
and all together go crazy until you lose your minds
Shake your whole body and lose your minds

Together all night, 
all the people who agree with me mansei, 
until the end of tonight keep running
Giddy up! Giddy up! You know what I’m sayin’ 
this is an energy restoring tonic you hear with your ears
The catalyst that explodes the party, dancing all night under the lights, 
They go together exactly, aren't I right

Here we go here we go constantly running and
Right now it’s barely midnight, the sunrise is still far away
So lets have one more glass and start again





Before the sun rises absolutely do not cut off the music, DJ take care of tonight
“Oppa I can trust you OK?” Yes Sir, I won’t say I’m leaving first
Lets all have another glass together. One shot. Everyone lets go.






Turn on some blaring music
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Go crazy with the whole world
Everyone put your hands up and get your drinks up
Now, put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
 put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
 put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
 put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put


Don’t stop Tonight empty all thoughts and all have fun together

Now, put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
 put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
 put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
 put your hands up, put your hands up put, put, put, put, put
PUT YOUR HANDS UP!!!!!!!!

没有你。。!!(不要停止。。不能停止。。)

我会变得更坚强。。
也好,分手也许更好,反正我们早晚都会这样。。你肯定会这样。。
既然如此,索性现在知道更好。。
幸亏不是深爱之后才知道,所以i'm okay..


我把全部都给了你;因为相信你,把一切给了你。。可你没有珍惜,I gave you my everything..
所以现在,
I'm gonna be okay..(Gonna be okay)
I'll be okay..(Gonna be okay)
Baby without you.. Baby without you..
没有你,坚强的,更加坚强的,站起来,生活下去。。


LISTEN- Everything happens for a reason, everything happen for a reason..
和其他女人幽会,就仅仅这一次,
不要再说这种可笑的;明显的谎言,转身走吧。。
我的心好痛,不想再看到你。。
一直以来,我都活在谎言中,都不知道你是什么样的人。。
现在知道了,你不懂爱情。。
所以现在,


I'm gonna be okay..(Gonna be okay)
I'll be okay..(Gonna be okay)
Baby without you.. Baby without you..
没有你,坚强的,更加坚强的,站起来,生活下去。。


为什么对我这样?Why?
到底为什么这样made me cry?
我们曾拥有的一切,是不是都是虚幻的;毫无价值的,对吗?
我们曾经拥有过的美好的时光和回忆,
难道都不觉得可惜么;没关系么,现在的你,
Are you okay without me?


I'm gonna be okay..(Gonna be okay)
I'll be okay..(Gonna be okay)
Baby without you.. Baby without you..
没有你,坚强的,更加坚强的,站起来,生活下去。。


Without You..!! (Don't Stop.. Can't Stop..)

I'm gonna get stronger..
Well, it would better break up..
Anyway, someday with you..
This would have happened to me..
You surely would have done so..
If so, it is better right now..
I think it is fortunate not to know this too late..
After having loved you more deeply..
So I'm okay..

I gave you my everything generally..
Since I trusted you, I gave my everything to you..
You threw it away..
I gave you my everything, so now..

I'm gonna bo okay..(Gonna be okay)
I'll be okay..(Gonna be okay)
Baby without you, baby without you..
Without you, nicely, even more nicely..
I will rise up.. I will live on..

LISTEN- Everything happens for a reason, everything happen for a reason..
This is you first time dating with another guy, huh?
It doesn't make any sense, so stop making excuses and just turn away..
I feel great pain. I want to stop seeing you..

I was deceived every day..
I didn't know what kind of person you were..
Now i know..
You don't know what love is, so now..


I'm gonna bo okay..(Gonna be okay)
I'll be okay..(Gonna be okay)
Baby without you, baby without you..

Without you, nicely, even more nicely..
I will rise up.. I will live on..

Why did you do this to me? Why?
Why the hell did you do this to me?
You made me cry..
Was it worth throwing away everything we had had?
The time we spent together and the time we could be together..
Don't you miss? Dont you care? Now you,
Are you okay without me?


I'm gonna bo okay..(Gonna be okay)
I'll be okay..(Gonna be okay)
Baby without you, baby without you..

Without you, nicely, even more nicely..
I will rise up.. I will live on..

Hey! Hi! What's up?!

Hey BLOGGER!!It have a long time that I didnt post my "DIARY" at here.. =P

DJ, put it back on ;3